Lost

Strikes again

There it goes again hit me so hard. Cant get it out of my head, so many things scattered in my mind, cant concentrate. Can’t breath at times just want to run away from my thoughts and never come back. Trying to hold back the tears and suck it up. If only people knew what was going to my mind every single day but they never will. Only I cant fix it, mentally i am so weak and its showing physically too. Im stuck, I don’t know what to do.